Dear pipsqueaks,
Have u ever wondered what "now" would be like if clock on events could be changed? Yah, I know. "What"s the point in thinking about an impossible reality that could've, would've, but didn't' take place?" Well, in some ways, it allows u to put many things into priority n perspective. As the observer sees more clearly than the main characters of stories, being able to step outside of ur own n play out a different ending, u'll see, n possibly figure out, so much more of the situation n the people involved. But really, coming around to full circle, I've realize that it all worked out somehow, even if it weren't how I expected or wanted. If ur like me, u'd be glad to be "here"- where ur suppose to be.
Not many people know of what really happened- why I working in Taiwan, n all of half a year's time, end up in Kuala Lumpur. Honestly, I didn't foresee any of this, or even "thought" of such outcome. Perhaps it's because I no longer was in control of life that I simply went for whatever ride it decided to take me on. Certainly don't expect that to be a smooth one as my first few months in Taiwan was, sorry for the lack of terms, hellish. Actually, u could say I was tricked into returning only to find that the person who offered me the position was about to get fired himself. Obviously, I didn't get the job. Eventually, through a few connections, I found myself in my comfort zone- badminton. Apart from the one tournament to handle- which was my strength to say- I felt like I was wasting away. There was no room for growth n the environment ever disappointing. So, I had to go.