Dear Pipsqueaks,
Maybe I have been slightly bothered by work, or how work has been lately. I don't know, but as usual, writing may be able to help me solidify a few intangible thoughts. At least, that had been a successful way in the past, so here goes nothing.
With every climb, there are bound to be the ups and plateaus. I could very well likely have reached a plateau. I feel work has not been making the most out of me, or what I can do. Not to say that I feel trapped or limited, but more like 'wasted'. Yes, to do more work without an increase in salary isn't what most people will agree to, but I'd rather be DOING something than be wasted. I have come a long way since first stepping into the world of badminton. From a spectator at a highschool match, to a host at the World Juniors, to the head of the tournament desk at local tournaments, to the International Relations at a WSSF, to the Coordinator at the Gala - even I can't believe how far I've come. It's been a very interesting journey thus far, with a few moments I'd wish I could have avoided, but it's all a part of the experience. Agreed. So what now?